• Swim Across a fair sized lake.: I did this when i was younger and in better shape and it felt amazing to finish something like that. By being able to do this again means i have reached a point in health and fitness that is with in my goals.
• Ride my bike to Burning Man.: People i told this thought i was stupid. I know the conditioning is hard and the strength needed for this is necessary, but i want to prove this to myself. It may never actually happen, but i want to do the distance at the least.
• Fit into a C cup: I used to be this size, but because of all the extra fat i cant even fit in to a normal D, i have to wear non wire bras and thin material so that I dont look bigger, then my nipples so! ahhh. cute bras, and comfort to come!
• Fit into my old jeans (size 12): This is my first goal, then i want to get into single digits : ) Then I can borrow my friends cloths for once. I cant afford new jeans anyhow so when I can fit into my old jeans it will be like having new ones!
• Fit into my prom dress: I want to wear this to my college graduation. Save money and feel like i have something to look forward too.
• have my inner thighs not rub against each other when I walk: No more rashes, no more holes in my jeans and no more ruined leggings (from rubbing!).
• Wear a bikini on the beach without feeling horrible.: I want to feel sexy, and not feel like people are staring at my fat. I just want to run around and be happy : )
• Beat my backstroke swim time from high school.: I stopped swimming after i began gaining weight. I loved it sooo much. Felt good, was good! will be good!!!
• Don't think about food compulsively for a whole day.
this is my ultimate goal that maybe will happen maybe wont, but i will always work on it : )
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