Weekend

My number finally came down, i hate having to wait to see change, but its how it works, and i need to remember that. I know i weigh myself a lot, but i look at each day as its own, i try not to worry about the next day, or about the long run. just today. If I can eat well today, then i have been successful. I don't have to worry about tomorrow until it comes.

Food today was pretty good. I ate earlier than usual for lunch as i was going out and didn't want to lug around my food. Maybe not a great idea, but i didn't cave in to extra snacks while i was out despite not getting home till past 7. I made a small compulsive choice in adding a little extra napa cabbage to my already weighed veggies. I wont hurt my calories ( probably under 5!) but it was a poor choice, compulsive and unnecessary. I already had a full four servings of veggies ready to go! So that i was something to think about to think about why i made that change in the moment, what triggered it, and how can I make the better choice in the future.

Anyhow. Weight was good today, Food was fairly good today. My boyfriend however, has gotten in the habit of telling me i am getting worked up, more specifically calling me uptight during conversations. I have been uptight at times, no doubt about it. But he seems to say i am uptight and to calm down, when i am not being uptight! it is usually when i ask questions about things that he doesn't want to talk about. Like school. I asked him what classes he signed up for, and since he didn't actually sign up yet, started telling me to calm down, and stop being so uptight. It is quite frustrating, and in the end makes me uptight! wonderful. Anyhow, that brought down my day significantly, but writing on here has made me feel better. Sipping some straight decaf chai tea to get some warmth, took a nice shower, shaved my legs(feels so nice!)

and oohhh

Got new boots today! My legs can actually fit in the shaft of the boot! I didn't used to be able to zip boots up, so i always wore sandals and flats (and uggs in the cold) and i can finally get to wear cute knee high boots! ill post photos later. : )