Shitty things trying to put me down

So today was definitely not the the best. On top of my local gyms being closed, I finally got up the guts to go to one of the local OA meetings. Good, right? I thought do too. Unfortunately after arriving, ready to talk and listen the door had a post saying the meeting had moved. Slightly disappointing I made my way to the moved location since it was not far from where I was.  Frustratingly, the supposed new location was also, not in use. This was quite hurtful and i felt as if my efforts went meaningless I unfortunately lead myself to ice cream for Comfort. Sometimes I don't know what is wrong with me. Is wanting a little help a crime?Am i being tested? My life feels like it is breaking apart today. Ill keep going, but come on! cant anything just go right?